01262008 - Why??

There is a beautiful saying in kannada -> ದೂರದ ಬೆಟ್ಟಾ ಕಣ್ಣಿಗೆ ನುಣ್ಣಗೆ ( literally means, from a distance, a hill looks bald ) ..

Anyways, the idea here is, when you look at a hill / peak / mountain, from a distance, you cannot see the ups and downs, the crevasses and lots of its other irregularities. You just see a beautiful, simple and plain structure. Thats the same thing with life. I am sure countless no. of people have told this and i would just be adding myself to that list, but the point here is, its one thing to just say and its another to realize it.

At one point of time, human being becomes soo self centered, that he cannot look beyond himself, his feelings and everything that belongs to him ( or her ) . And this i guess is just one phase of life. The catch here being, how quickly can one grow out of this phase ??

Asking these questions has made me a cast away ( well.. not really.. ) .. but i am sure, there are many people like me, asking the same. Recently, i realized that, things going on in life were not unique, its the same. Everyone has to experience them, although, not many of us try to question why things were happening. Most of us just let them happen and live with it.

Anyways, there is a lot to jot down, will do it sometime :)

But the question is, why am i writing all these ??

1. Trying to impress people, and letting them know that i "know" ( or act like one :) )

2. Trying to vent my feelings / concerns

3. Just writing for the fun of writing, what the heck, this is a free world, i can do whatever i want :)

Well, it really doesn't matter what others think.. because, i might just have immortalized my questions here :) , and in that, i take comfort